RAAWWRRR!!!

I'm not good at words, but here it goes: I just feel sad to see people hold you in such high regard or status that they think you could not do the unthinkable. If that unimaginable thing does happen, people look at you in disappointment, as if all hope is forever gone.

Well, I'm just human! I don't think I can restrict myself to how people perceive me to be, as somehow the "EVIL" in me will come out.

Should I feel sorry for letting that evil come out? It's not like I don't know I have that in me, right?